Wednesday May 22
May 22 is a special day.
One filled with adventure.
One filled with uncertainty.
One filled with undeniable hope, strength, & courage.
I travel to Ottawa Canada where I will be meeting a depth of myself that I have yet to meet.
I don’t know what I’ll meet.
I don’t need to know per say.
I just know I feel.
I feel her.
I feel her breathing.
Maturing.
Coming to life.
Ready to be brought to life.
For the first time I don’t have any other connection clouding my own journey.
I do love many souls
And have expressed that love,
But I am realizing that the love is still yet to be mirrored
Which means I am still on my solo quest.
A quest to understand my own self.
I wonder to myself,
Does everyone go through this?
Does everyone experience a moment in time where all they desire is to be alone so they can understand the world around them.
To be alone is to sit still with the earth.
To connect with mother gaia herself.
I am a woman and I am beyond grateful to be born into this life as a woman.
Not because of what you may think.
Because I have the opportunity to grow for all the women who felt trapped before me.
I have the privilege to speak out loud to express myself for all the women who were made to live in silence.
I am a women who sits with oppression to learn how to break free.
I am a strong women.
The one my linage brought forth to break the cycles of ignorance.
Sit with the pain.
Sit with the privilege.
Silence the voice to learn & listen.
Speak the voice when divine timing presence itself.
I am not alone in this narrative.
There are hundreds, thousands, millions of women coming into consciousness about the chains we have worn for years.
I choose to be a women who breaks free from the chains our society has placed on our souls.
It looks messy, yes.
It looks scandalous, yes.
It looks vulnerable, yes.
It looks unexplainable, yes.
Right now, it is.
It may stay that way.
It may not.
Regardless, it is the path my soul is here to do.
So I can help support other women who desire to break free from all they once knew in order to be
Free.
I am not tied down to anything.
I am grounded in my body.
I am grounded in myself.
I am grounded in the birthing of my purpose.
In my dharma.
In my lineage.
In my ancestors.
In my past lives.
The untold stories of all who came before me.
The untold stories of all who stand beside me.
The untold stories of all who stand in front of me.
I can feel my wings breaking free.
From limitations.
From expectations.
From conditional love.
I let your silence be.
Because it frees me.
I let your type of love be,
Because it frees me.
