No.

Compassion & truth.

That is what I have for you.

Your subconscious has painted me as your villain. 

I do not identify with your villain. 

You fear me because you cannot control me. 

I am not here to hurt you. 

I choose to not hurt you.

Even when you chose to hurt me.

How mature of me. 

A boundary: I need you to grow up.

Not for me, but for yourself. 

What you did was dark. 

It’s a choice to not learn from the darkness inside our hearts.

We all have it.

You're no different 

from anyone. 

What makes you feel different is the truth you so blindly stand in. 

Limited. 

Conditional. 

Alone.

You told me I am a conditional lover. 

Unconditionality comes with boundaries. 

You feel I am a conditional lover because I place boundaries on you to respect & protect my own energy. 

We are no different 

You and I. 

I have compassion for you

Because I have compassion for me.

I see the world as an us thing.

Not a me thing. 

Not a you thing.

You have painted me as your villain 

so in truth 

you will always believe I am against you.

Even when I am looking at you deep within your eyes, my hands placed on your lips, softly stroking every inch of you, loving you as deep as I can go, you still believe I am your villain. Your enemy. Out to take your power. 

Out to disrespect you.

I am no partner to you. 

I am your prisoner. 

I see you. 

I see me. 

I see the story we have together, and I ground myself in the next words as I write

No. 

I do not identify as your villain. 

I do not identify with the words you used to pin me down and suffocate me.

I do not identify with the harm you effortlessly aimed at my heart. 

I do not identify with your misery, your hatred, your darkness. 

You sir, do not get to make me second guess my light, my power, my essence. 

For I will not stand in your shadow. 

I do not have the words to say to you because I do not believe you have the power to receive them, 

For they are filled with truth and mirrors. 

I shine the light on your soul to which shows you, you. 

You chose to put darkness in my mind through words of evil. 

You chose to place darkness in my world through acts of violence. 

You chose to create darkness in my heart through placement of love. 

You broke me open and with you, you brought darkness.

But I too brought something to the moment. 

I brought truth.

My truth.

My energy.

My light. 

With me, I brought conscious awareness.

With me, I brought light from beyond the cosmos. 

With me, I brought the practice of mindfulness. 

With me, I brought the spiritual guidance of the divine. 

With me, I brought water, flow, healing, & clarity. 

With me, I brought earth, grounded, secure, & strong.

With me, I brought air, the unknown, spirit, & courage. 

With me, I brought the Goddess inside my soul where she placed her hand on your heart and told you, I still love you. 

Even when you lie.

Even when you cheat.

Even when you betray.

Even when you hate.

I still love you. 

Because to love you, is to love me

When I lie.

When I cheat.

When I betray.

When I hate.

I still love me. 

Unconditional acceptance.

Non judgment. 

Unconditional love. 

Wrapped up in a bow to create - conscious choice.

I make the choice to love you instead of hating you because I make the conscious choice to not hate. 

That takes true inward power. 

That takes true inward strength.

A power you cannot receive from the outside world in which we live. 

A power that is not sourced from the ego.

To love you because I choose to and the willpower to do so even when you have treated me the way I never wish upon any of the women who exist & will exist on this planet to be treated, takes a heart made of pure intentions. 

You are disgusting.

A pig. 

I never wish to see you in the shadows you were ever again.

I do not wish to be connected to your darkness. 

For I love me too much to let your darkness take us both. 

I wish to love your heart for eternity without the connection of your shadows, 

even when that means letting you go for the rest of time. 

I will not let us both suffer.

I choose to take the vow of energetic silence to send love & light to our souls. 

May we both rest in peace, 

knowing whatever was meant to be, was. 

And now we can make the conscious choice to let it go for what it was. 

Freedom for our spirits to be free from the attachment of we. 

Freedom & peace to just let things be.