To be the dream.

The dream changed last night. 

I dreamed I was on stage, performing. 

It was incredible. 

For awhile the dream has been a performance that I find myself at 

Looking for you. 

This time I was the performance. 

& You were looking for me. 

A shift. 

I release all emotional attachment tied to you. 

Tied to the dream of you. 

I release all emotional attachment tied to me.

Tied to the dream of me. 

The Freedom, 

To flow.

The Freedom,

To move.

The Freedom,

To be. 

I live outside of the matrix. 

Learning 

Training

How to play the game. 

To align with life. 

I do not wish to climb to the top. 

I wish to ride the wave of life on my highest timeline. 

The timeline I am meant for.

I can feel that I am meant for this life because of how easily the words flow.

Because of how easily the movement flows. 

It’s now me vs. me. 

I am a performer who sings. 

I am a Disney Princess

Who sings. 

I am a Woman

Who sings.

That my friend, so far, is the greatest dream I’ve ever seen transition into reality. 

Aligning with my own fears.

Fear of judgment

Fear of shame.

Fear of not knowing what’s on the other side. 

Fear of playing the game of life.

I get lost, often 

But, now, I allow myself to lean in 

To the lost vast world we call home. 

The void is one of my favorite places to travel. 

Because the void is a place of creation. 

The void is a place of questions.

The void is a place of answers.

The void is home. 

and the more steps I take on this home I give back to

The more light I find along my path. 

I have become a source of light. 

You lit me up for a moment

The world lights me up for a lifetime. 

I am and will forever be a light amidst darkness. 

Growing stronger and more capable each and every day. 

I set sail into the world of the unknown,

As the captain of my own ship. 

The conductor of my own train. 

The narrator of my own story. 

With life guiding me. 

With source protecting me.

I am blessed. 

I am aware. 

I am grateful. 

I choose to sit outside of the matrix to learn from within. 

My greatest teacher has been a feeling. 

An intuition. 

A lesson learned.

A cosmic love. 

A catalyst of change. 

I am life’s student and will forever be. 

I know nothing, I don’t need to know anything. 

Instead I feel. 

I feel it all. 

The good,

The bad, 

The ugly.

And from those feelings, I listen. 

I close my eyes and listen. 

To the voices, to the screams, to the laughter, all from within. 

Source. 

This upcoming year I have dedicated my life to be my own. 

I will be taking the path of my soul’s dharma.

I will be the student learning how to hold space for hearts that have experienced feelings of uncertainty. 

Learning to create & hold space for the world, to feel.

I will be taking the path to learn, study, and teach the ancient wisdom of yoga. 

A humbling experience here on this earth realm. 

My soul lives in the cosmos. 

Performing for Gods & Goddesses

Spirits and unseen creatures. 

Source explained to me that in order to bring my performance to the earth realm, 

One must learn how to become a tree. 

Grounded. Firm. Strong. Abundant. Patient. Knowing. 

Staying grounded while I fly. 

A balance. 

A practice. 

A lesson that comes in time. 

A lesson that comes in experience. 

A lesson that is masked behind fear. 

This year I’ve learned to release all of the resistance pressed against my own heart. 

Freeing.

The year I set myself free. 

Thank you. 

Thank you. 

Thank you.