The Red Balloon

I know deep down we are coming to the end. 

The finale.

The final chapter of a love story. 

An epic monolog into my soul. 

Into a journey untold.

I am not sure what comes next.

I am not certain of the adventure I will be setting sail on, all I know, is I feel it will be one of

celebration & fun.

An adventure worth the wait. 

It’s still a bit scary to feel myself let you go, in spirit. 

To feel all the love I generously offered to you now returned back to my soul because in the end

You didn’t receive it. 

I will never again try to force the things that are not meant for me. 

I tried to force a connection with you because I truly felt something tell me

You

Were 

Meant

For 

Me.

You told me you reject me in this lifetime. 

That’s heavy. 

That’s deep. 

That’s okay. 

I am sorry it took so long for me to understand the reality of the situation. 

I am sorry you can’t feel the moment for what I feel. 

I am sorry to my soul for loving you. 

Sending warm hugs all around filled with epic divine violet energy.

Sending light & love. 

….

I still believe Love that is meant for you,

will not pass you by.

I still believe connection is created

Together. 

It may never be with the soul you originally felt love & connection with

But I manifest 

To meet a spirit. 

To meet a soul. 

In person. 

In this reality. 

In this lifetime. 

A soul with the power to feel love & connection.

A soul with the power to feel.

A soul with the strength to feel.

….

I believe in soul manifestation. 

I call it my red balloon. 

I call to my red balloon. 

Imagining it is somewhere out there

Floating down a path. 

& somewhere down the line of life

I stumble upon the red balloon. 

& let myself enjoy the moment with the red balloon.

Because to be aware of the red balloon 

Is to be aware of love.